Today is just a really nice day. I made a cargocollective. It’s warm so I’m sitting outside with my feet in the pool (water is still FUCKING COLD though) reading Dune, Beyond Good and Evil, and Eat, Pray, Love, and listening to Sufjan Stevens, who I normally don’t like listening to but seems to fit in today. I got back from Crossroads a couple hours ago with two shirts and a skirt, and I just did the laundry so some of my sweaters and stuff are drying out in the sun. The weather today is too hot for exercise but it’s really nice for just sitting. I don’t want to go to practice because I’d much rather sit here and think about nothing. Eat, Pray, Love makes the idea of god seem…nice. Sometimes I wish I could count on someone/thing but then it all gets too mystical and I can’t imagine putting my faith is some universal being.